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Name: lauren
Location: Guam
Gender: Female
Interests: i like to talk and stuffs you now what everybody does
Expertise: i don't know that's pretty complicated.
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/14/2005
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| kyle says:
hey lauren
o(^.^ )o says:
hi kyle
hahah funny picture
xD
kyle says:
its not kyle....
im not kyle.....
o(^.^ )o says:
: O
okkkay~
kyle says:
this.....
is.....
o(^.^ )o says:
O_o
kyle says:
ryan.....
o(^.^ )o says:
lmfao
kyle says:
ryan paulo.......
o(^.^ )o says:
naaah
haha
kyle says:
from middle school....
o(^.^ )o says:
hi ryan
yes yes
kyle says:
hey
o(^.^ )o says:
i can't forget ryan
lol
kyle says:
haha
o(^.^ )o says:
: O
oh woooow~
kyle says:
what up, hows it going
o(^.^ )o says:
hahahha nothing
i just woke up
woow
i'm sooo
kyle says:
what time is it there?
o(^.^ )o says:
blank
haha 5:30
i have work early in the morning
so yeah
PM
kyle says:
oh shit! working girl!
haha...
o(^.^ )o says:
hahah
WTH
isn't everyone working nowadays?
hahah
i'm flattered
kyle says:
'cept for me
o(^.^ )o says:
XD
awwww~
kyle says:
o(^.^ )o says:
you have school
kyle says:
yeah... to much school
o(^.^ )o says:
i like school
how are you?
lol
kyle says:
school's great...
o(^.^ )o says:
you at kyles?
kyle says:
no he at mine's
o(^.^ )o says:
you sound so depressed even though i can't hear you
: OOOOo
woooow!~
you know
kyle says:
haha... im not depressed
o(^.^ )o says:
i'm saving up to go med school there
: )
i wants to be an orthodontist
XD
kyle says:
IS THIS BETTER?
o(^.^ )o says:
HAHAH!
lol
you're so funny
xD
kyle says:
MEd school?!
o(^.^ )o says:
hi hi kyle
kyle says:
i wanted med school before too
o(^.^ )o says:
yeah dental school?
lol
i think it's a fob thing
O.o
i think...
everybaty wants to be nurses
O.o
kyle says:
ima be a nurse too
o(^.^ )o says:
hahahah
kyle says:
male nurse ryan.... only for 2 years though
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
sounds so naughty
...
hahah jk
kyle says:
gonna get my bachelor's and masters for nurse anesthesia
o(^.^ )o says:
ohhhh!~
you gonna be the ones giving them the sleepy thing
: O
coool
hahah
kyle says:
yup yup....
o(^.^ )o says:
i haven't heard from you in a looooooong time
: 0
i'm really happy you're not a snob
xD
kyle says:
yeah in know!!!!!!!
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
i didn't even get to see you in guam
i know you came
kyle says:
i was there in october for a week, but i didn't get to make the most of it
o(^.^ )o says:
i saw your pickchurs
kyle says:
aw....
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
yeah even in facebook
: O
you met the rest of the crew
: O
when i heard you were hear from irish
kyle says:
wanted to see everyone, but i was busy helping out with family business
o(^.^ )o says:
i think i almost shit my pants
hahah
kyle says:
only got to go out the last 3 days
o(^.^ )o says:
: )
still goood
yeah
should have went to UOG
^O^
lol
next time next time....
: )
kyle says:
yeah
o(^.^ )o says:
are you still using your other email?
kyle says:
hopefully soon
o(^.^ )o says:
^O^
kyle says:
which?
o(^.^ )o says:
uhhh
exe_devedet?
kyle says:
not really no..... i use rpaulo915@ymail.com if you wanna reach me.... i haven't been using any messengers either.....
ima go ahead and make a msn one to keep in touch with you guys
o(^.^ )o says:
aww!~
hahah
that's nice
lol
nice to hear from you
webcam?
kyle says:
kyle's retarded huh?
o(^.^ )o says:
but i look so ugly right now
HAHAHAH
i lurve kyle
i admire him
kyle wants to start a Video Call with you.
Accept (Alt+C) Decline (Alt+D)
o(^.^ )o says:
how's he reatarded?
lol
You've accepted the invitation to start a Video Call.
End call (Alt+Q).
o(^.^ )o says:
lol i just woke up
i didn't even combed my hair
wait wait
kyle says:
my eyes are big
o(^.^ )o says:
HAHAHAHAH!
NIIIIICE
kyle says:
lemme change it
o(^.^ )o says:
you look like an insect
!
HI HI!
LOL!
do you guys kick it with carlo?
kyle says:
he in san fran
too far
o(^.^ )o says:
i can't take you seriously like that
kyle says:
i turn it off
o(^.^ )o says:
eeee!
handsome!
: )
kyle says:
im fat
o(^.^ )o says:
never bothered you before
kyle says:
you don't see the bottom half....
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
O.o
i hear humans
there's other people there
lol
naaah i don't wanna talk
i sound like a boy
OHHH!~
kyle says:
my sister is here
o(^.^ )o says:
rosey?
hahha
kyle says:
and my brother
o(^.^ )o says:
i can hear you well
: ))
but i just don't wanna talk
xD
kyle says:
haha
nice hair....
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
surfer dude
kyle says:
i didn't know you got braces
o(^.^ )o says:
xD
welll
we haven't contacted in a loooong time!
kyle says:
my lil brother gonna get some soon
o(^.^ )o says:
O_O
loooong time
kyle says:
haha yeah
o(^.^ )o says:
you drive?
kyle says:
yeah
lots
love it
o(^.^ )o says:
nice ride
i think i saws it in the myspace
kyle says:
haha... i try
o(^.^ )o says:
XD
chicks dig it?
your car
kyle says:
haha... of course
o(^.^ )o says:
you get some in there?
kyle says:
some back seat sessions......
o(^.^ )o says:
no way!
kyle says:
haha
nah ima good kid....
o(^.^ )o says:
d(^^)b
kyle says:
.........
o(^.^ )o says:
yeah i know
lol
i remember you're so effen naughty
for someone who's a virgin
kyle says:
hahahaha
o(^.^ )o says:
O_O
foreals
you used to say you'd jack off at least once a month
: O
just to llet out the tension
: O
kyle says:
im grown up now.... little bit
o(^.^ )o says:
you've grown a lot
kyle says:
haha
o(^.^ )o says:
:]
xD
lol turtle
your posture
kyle says:
where do you work at?
o(^.^ )o says:
hahah
tapioca world in junior year
in highschool
and now this mini mart
runned by filipinos
i had a korean boss at first
kyle says:
good good....
o(^.^ )o says:
so it's nice that i can understand my boss now
: O
while i have no school i'm morning shift
7-12
especially since i like to stay upp all night
kyle says:
pretty busy eh?
o(^.^ )o says:
i tend to fall asleep in the midday
lol
yeah...
it's sooo hard
-____-:
sorta
kyle says:
wish i had a job.... lame
o(^.^ )o says:
i can't wait fo school to start
is it hard to find a job there?
kyle says:
yeah
o(^.^ )o says:
my friend jay
he just moved there
he got a job
fast
and i think joni
is there too
joni agoun
she just moved there
: O
with her bf
she's trying to look for a job
kyle says:
i dont' remember... do i know them?
o(^.^ )o says:
LOL you should know joni
if anything
O.o
kyle says:
sounds familiar... but my mind doesn't hold on to names... just faces
o(^.^ )o says:
ohhhh!~
i can't belive you actually know my name
O.o
hahah JK
kyle says:
haha
of course i remember
o(^.^ )o says:
hahah
i'm embarrassed!
lol
kyle says:
8th grade's like my favorite year
could never forget my friends from that time
o(^.^ )o says:
ra ra ra ra ra ra roma rom mama gaga ohh la la
wants your bad romance
awwww
sweet!~
lol
nobaty forgot you hear
i can tell you that
: )
i bet when you came here
you were showered with LOVE!
kyle says:
haha, thats good.... can't wait to come back
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
summer?
with kyle
kyle says:
haha yeah...
o(^.^ )o says:
and carlo
and faye
: O
kyle says:
i have school during the summer (i hope)
o(^.^ )o says:
i plan on living with faye
kyle says:
faye is here too?
o(^.^ )o says:
OHIO
: OOOo
kyle says:
ohio?!
o(^.^ )o says:
i thought you guys talk
yeah
kyle says:
wow....
o(^.^ )o says:
where
it snoooows like carazy
kyle says:
not really...
o(^.^ )o says:
dayton
we plan on living san diego
i'm just saving up
kyle says:
i don't really talk much with people back there..... i just never find the time to do so.... unfortunately.....
o(^.^ )o says:
i know i'm going to be homesick
awww~
buzzy guy
: )
understandable
kyle says:
i plan to live in california after i get my rn..... near a beach
o(^.^ )o says:
i knew you wouldn't forget us though
that's nice
kyle says:
i can't.... always remembering and wanting to go back
o(^.^ )o says:
homes in california are hella expensive
isn't it?
especially in farfiled
*farfield
i heard if you get a house in cali
its like a mansion somewhere else
: O
kyle says:
yup.... me and my siblings planning on buying a house in guam too.... so vacations are frequent
o(^.^ )o says:
ohhhhh
if anything
we have a spare rooom!
xD
kyle says:
haha yeah a lil bit
o(^.^ )o says:
i just don't know if all 3 can fit
on the bed
XD
hahah
kyle says:
definitely bigger than the houses in guam
o(^.^ )o says:
jk
did all of you guys come to guam that october?
or just you?
kyle says:
just me, my aunt, and my lolo
o(^.^ )o says:
ohhhs~
kyle says:
for roderick
o(^.^ )o says:
did you pay for the ticket yourself?
kyle says:
haha no
o(^.^ )o says:
yeah i heard
who does roderrick live with now?
kyle says:
like i have money.... good thing i wasn't too busy so i could go
i think his brother, but he could always stay at his house by himself..... with the multo!!! jk
o(^.^ )o says:
awww
trust me it's hard
my mom passed away
and my dad doesn't live with us
kyle says:
oh im sorry....
o(^.^ )o says:
so practically
we have a house to ourselves
i think i kinda understand roderick
but i'm the oldest in the house and i take care of 2 siblings
kyle says:
yeah... roderick and his brothers are trying to figure out what to do with their house
my mom wants to buy it so we can go back
o(^.^ )o says:
where's your dad?
still in guam?
kyle says:
he's in guam still
o(^.^ )o says:
: o
you guys can't move in with him?
kyle says:
house is too small
o(^.^ )o says:
i think i know where this is going
ohhh
kyle says:
it's 1 bedroom with a living room/dining room/ kitchen
o(^.^ )o says:
ohhh
i see...
kyle says:
so yeah.... we just waiting for him to join us here
o(^.^ )o says:
and you guys are just renting there?
did he ever visit?
O.o
kyle says:
here yeah....
o(^.^ )o says:
i'm so confused with your situation
O.o
kyle says:
yeah he does
he was here in november for two weeks
o(^.^ )o says:
ohhh
why does he have to stay in guam?
kyle says:
my dad needed to stay for his mom in visaya... easier for him to fly back when she passed away
plyus he was living with my lolo and lola at the time
o(^.^ )o says:
OHHHH
kyle says:
*plus
o(^.^ )o says:
that's so thoughtful
i never knew why... you guys moved...
i just knew you were moving
kyle says:
aw man... kyle wants to leave because he doesn't want me to talk to you... he's an asshole
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
it's ok
i'm happy
kyle says:
look at that asshole
uit's offensive
it's
o(^.^ )o says:
LOL
naaah
i'm good
you can entertain kyle
i can look at him in the eye
kyle says:
he looks like a dick face... but4 it's okay because he has pubes on his head
o(^.^ )o says:
and say thanks for making ryan use your messenger
LOL
kyle says:
aight then... i gotta drop his stoopid ass home
o(^.^ )o says:
you still handsome
it's ok
and sound the same
still supppa sexy
and drive safe ryan
LOL
kyle says:
haha thanks.... later... have fun at work!!!!
o(^.^ )o says:
lol
bye bye
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| wiL says:
hiiiiii
Lauren says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LR3lPCO7-Bg&feature=channel
wiL says:
hows that?
ima not watch its
Lauren says:
: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BEN"S GOT a boyFriEND1!
http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/125/l_3b3ee89c93ab43de96f996da709588d9.jpg
wiL says:
lol
they look the same
Lauren says:
O.o
wiL says:
or i think they would act the same
Lauren says:
he's ugly
prettier guys have liked him!
like that white guy in gw
i told him to go for it
i can't believe he went for this guy
: O
i'm so surprised
but whatever
he's happy
;-;
he beat me
to getting a bf in 2010
O_O
wiL says:
okies
Lauren says:
you put the water down?
wiL says:
at least you didnt bet monies wit hims
nopes
i forgots
Lauren says:
hahah robby and benny
O.o
sounds gay
: P
wiL says:
but i think my dad took the water down
Lauren says:
LOL oh ok
XD
that means the corrolla is gone
: P
unless your sister is still there
^o^
wiL says:
yeah she is
Lauren says:
lynette crashed her car
:T
poor poor black tc
: P
she crashes all the time
: O
but i think this one did the tric
*trick
: P
so sad
wiL says:
whys?
Lauren says:
i asked her how she crashed it
but she didnt reply yet
: P
the first time i remember she scraped the whole left side of her car
the insurance paid for it
but her insurance sky rocketed
and the other one she hit the front.
idk about this one
wiL says:
you didnt see her car?
Lauren says:
i didn't see it damaged
she just tells me
cuz she puts it as her status
wiL says:
oh okies
Lauren says:
hahaha i'm gonna let my bunny out so my brother can stay out of my room
hes mooching off the wireless too
cuz my cousin put it in the itouch thing
: P
hahah he fucking jumped on my bed
LMFAO!
hahah my brother's so scared
he's scared that my rabbit can jump so high
wiL says:
lol
okies
ima go take down the waters
Lauren says:
ah ok
wiL says:
okies
Lauren says:
: (
wiL says:
wats wrongs?
Lauren says:
oh idk
my brother kicked the rabbit
: (
it's hard seeing that
if it's not me hitting it
wiL says:
so means
Lauren says:
yeah
wiL says:
you say something to hims?
Lauren says:
i told him to stop
yeah
i was yelling my head off
i was so mad
wiL says:
at least i dont yell i you
or nvms
i havent seen you kick the rabbits
Lauren says:
yeahh...
she's on my lap now
oh nevermind
she ran away
hey i'm sorry for annoying you earlier
: (
wiL says:
sokies alreadys
you going to watch paranormal tonights?
Lauren says:
idk
i want to
i'll watch it alone
: )
i'm a brave trooper
wiL says:
lol
no skipping scenes
or falling asleep during the movie
Lauren says:
hey, this is madel right?
http://photos-a.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs130.snc1/5569_114854192284_509307284_2440364_2813123_n.jpg
http://photos-a.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs003.snc3/11040_199886782284_509307284_3122307_3314630_n.jpg
wiL says:
yeah i thinks
Lauren says:
LOL
O.o
wiL says:
whys?
Lauren says:
lol
i was just wondering
: )
she's cuttttte
xD
but fob
the first cute fob i've seen
wiL says:
besides yourselfs?
Lauren says:
O.o
i'm ugly
wiL says:
lol
your stale
Lauren says:
http://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs264.snc1/9127_101014586582639_100000222952547_25738_7318491_n.jpg
wiL says:
lol
guess whose thats
Lauren says:
john ching ching
: P
hahah you should get a facebook
and add these people
XD
wiL says:
but whys?
nothing to do theres
Lauren says:
lol
fine
you can put "in a relationship"
with lauren banico
but no
it's cool
LMFAO!
O_O
jk
^^
wiL says:
lol
i would look dumb
because ben beat yous
Lauren says:
lol
wiL says:
but yeahs i dont kno wat id do wif those thangs
other than being nosys
Lauren says:
HAHAHAH!
;-;
so that's what you really think of me
: O
nosy
-___-"
i guess it's true
wiL says:
lol thats wat i think of those websites
thats wat you doins right nows?
wat time you goin to watch the movie?
Lauren says:
hmm idk
i'm just being nosy
^o^
i'm on myspace though
idk
when my brother gets out of my room
so irritating he's even shirtles
you know how disgusting that is
gosh if only you were still here
he wouldn't come in here
T__T
wiL says:
lol
whys he theres?
Lauren says:
this is the highest signal for the router next door
x)
so i'm lucky i guess
but fuck
he's here
wiL says:
he using your laptop in theres?
Lauren says:
no the ipod touch
: P
he's so mean
: P
he got it for her
but she doesnt even have it
he's had it for like a week now
wiL says:
lol
Lauren says:
it's like you buying me a ds
wiL says:
does she even kno it was for her?
Lauren says:
but i don't get to keep it
LOL
uhhhh
idk
wiL says:
lol
Lauren says:
i need to pag pag my bed before i sleep
wiL says:
me chowin ma subways
Lauren says:
T___T
eh,
wiL says:
whys?
Lauren says:
he's so dirty!
my braaather
i want to watch paranormal tonight
^O^
but i'm too scared
wiL says:
lol
i thought you sed you was a brave one or sumtin
Lauren says:
my brother talks to himself
a lot
eithher that
he thinks i'm listening
he's mostly cussing at the rabbit
hes really effen scared of it
T___T
it's ridiculous!
wiL says:
lol
go records it thens
Lauren says:
hes shirtless
i asked him if i can take a picture of his boobies
it's saggy
wiL says:
lol
wat he say?
Lauren says:
he punched me
cuz he was offended
lmfao!
he's covering his nipples
i just remembered you have 3 nipples
wiL says:
soooooooooooo
Lauren says:
it's cute
i lurve it
:]
wiL says:
3 beautiful nipples
Lauren says:
nooo 2 big nipples
1 small one
so cute
like the 2 nipples made 1 baby
wiL says:
cuz of the beauty mark
lol
Lauren says:
you're soooo cute
: (
i feel like such a asshole to you though
: (
you know
honestly i'm so mean to you
i noticed that
idk why i am though
like i like to see you suffer
wiL says:
lol
like the rabbit?
Lauren says:
i gueszz
wiL says:
lol maybe something wrong with oyus
*yous
Lauren says:
naaahhh
i guess this is how girls are
look at maricel
i think it's how we figure out
if you really dooo care
:]
i'm so mean
: P
wiL says:
lol
how you going to figure if the rabbit cares?
Lauren says:
nevermind
wiL says:
i kno wat you mean i was just keedings with the rabbits
lol
wer you goin to watch the movie?
Lauren says:
i don't think i'm gonna watch it anymore
not tonight
wiL says:
but whys?
Lauren says:
i don't want to
http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs156.snc3/18344_241332318113_781193113_3071779_8030840_n.jpg
wiL says:
lol the heck is thats?
Lauren says:
it's funny
wiL says:
lol
the unicorns thats all i remember seeings
Lauren says:
wiL says:
i just saw a unicorn humpin somethings thats whys
i didnts look at it longs
Lauren says:
naaah
i'm just really sad
wiL says:
whys?
Lauren says:
idk
maybe cuz i feel like most of the time
you don't really want to listen to me
wiL says:
i doooooos
sorries if i didnt tell you im playin wif ma 360
Lauren says:
not that
wiL says:
wat is it then?
Lauren says:
idk
i feel like every little thing i say is going to offend you
maybe that's why i'm sad
cuz i can't even talk to you
wiL says:
you cans
im not mad or anythang right nows
Lauren says:
yeah
that's what been on my mind a lot lately
that's why i've been so unethusiatic
i wanted to talk about it today
wiL says:
well wat did you wants to say about its?
or you want to talks bout it tomorrow agains?
Lauren says:
idk
i'm kinda getting uhh
distracted
cindy's chatting wiht me
and my train of thoughts is like not in course
O.o
i'm confusing myself
i might say something to you that's not relevent
to what i'm feeling
wiL says:
lol okies then
tomorrows
Lauren says:
but yeah..
i just wonder if i bore you
cuz i'm the only one asking questions
and when we chat you don't seem to care what i have to say
or idk if you really care
it's only when i'm quiet you're concerned
wiL says:
you donts
if anythang
watever you did before doesnt matter nows
Lauren says:
maybe i'm just not used to people just responding with "okies"
and i'm used to people sharing stories too
and asking me more about my life
maybe i'm jsut being sensitive again
cuz i honestly can't talk to you about anything
wiL says:
you cans
sorries if im not opening up to yous
Lauren says:
yeah.
i'm sorry for being so needy
wiL says:
no
you dont need to apologize
Lauren says:
: (
yeah
i'm just used to you
wiL says:
i noticed that too
that i havent told you any stories in a wile
Lauren says:
idk
i wanted to say i wanted to be jsut friends today
:T
wiL says:
freals?
Lauren says:
yeah.
wiL says:
you still feel the same stills?
Lauren says:
that's why i constantly ask those questions
constantly
i've been feeling it a lot lately
idk how i feell
i dooo like you
i'm just feeling i deserve better
wiL says:
im sorries then
if im not good enoughs
Lauren says:
i didn't say that
wiL says:
i just dont kno wat else to asks about yous
Lauren says:
this is why i can't talk to you about these things
wiL says:
but you sed you deserve betters?
Lauren says:
yea i did say that
i still do really like you
but idk
do you feel like you deserve better?
wiL says:
nooo
i really care for you
Lauren says:
idk
wiL says:
and i really like you
Lauren says:
you know
wiL says:
i just dont kno wat you want me to do
Lauren says:
when i see you i get really happy
and i do miss you
but when i hang out with you , i say something... and it seems like you don't really care
i get offended
i'm not used to it
just lately you've been doing that.
i expect you to follow through with it.
if i'm really happy
and talk about something...
you just say ok
: [ how do you think i feel
?
like you're not really interested in what i have to say
wiL says:
i am
i just didnt think youd be that interested in what I have to say
Lauren says:
i'm hella interested
why do you think i always ask?
;-;
wiL says:
i do appreciate the things you say about me, i just didnt want to shows it
Lauren says:
see you don't pay attention
wiL says:
im sorries
is that sometimes wen wer having a conversation you just get quiet?
Lauren says:
i get quiet cuz i know you're not gonna pay attention
i'd rather listen to you
at leat one of us are paying attention
i'm not mad
i just wish i had someone to talk to you know
wiL says:
well you can talk to me
Lauren says:
no i can't
wiL says:
im saying
now you can
Lauren says:
now i can
wiL says:
yeahs
since now i now somethings bin bothering yous
Lauren says:
yeah
if anything
i don't want you changing
just cuz i'm asking you too
:T
wiL says:
but i do want to change if it makes you happy
Lauren says:
wiL says:
then wed all be happy
Lauren says:
be honest with me.. and i'm not gonna be offended or anything
but were you happier with maya?
just tell me the trusth
*truth
wiL says:
no
Lauren says:
well sorry
wiL says:
i wasnt happier with her
she lived closer but thats just about it
you're not living with your ex too
a lot less for me to worry about
Lauren says:
i can't say the same
wiL says:
okays then
im sorry if your not as happy as i am
Lauren says:
yeah, i'm so sorry
wiL says:
you dont need to apologize if thats how it is
im sorry if im boring
Lauren says:
i am happy
when i'm around you
wiL says:
but not as happy as when you wer with robin?
Lauren says:
no
wiL says:
im sorry for that
Lauren says:
:{
i never told you this
but me and robin talked about this
i said i was really happy with you
that was when i was really happy with you
wiL says:
but its not the same now is it?
Lauren says:
idk
idk if it's me
i don't expect anything from you
i just enjoy you staying in my room just cuddlin
that's when i'm most happy
but i like being spontaneous
and adventurous
i like talking
wiL says:
i do like staying in your room too
its just that id get worried if your getting bored
thats why i keep asking if you want to go anywhere
Lauren says:
yeah...
earlier
but you couldn't
wiL says:
whenever i ask that i think your bored or something
Lauren says:
i wanted to be spontaneous
do whatever.
id
*idk
idk ...
you're my only friend
honestly
wiL says:
im not gonna being you anywhere you dont want to go
*bring
Lauren says:
you're the closes one i have at least
wiL says:
im sorry if i make you feel sad
Lauren says:
what do you want to do then?
wiL says:
idk
i want you to be happy
of course im going to change since you told me these things
or im going to try to
Lauren says:
o.o
*sigh
idk
will it be hard for you to just be friends?
wiL says:
if things are going to change yeah
but if that'll make you happy
i do want to try to make things better but its pointless if you dont want to
Lauren says:
am i really bad for you?
wiL says:
i dont think so
but maybe thats just me
you do make me happy, you really do
im sorry if things werent to your liking lately
Lauren says:
=[
i feel bad
cuz you never did anything wrong
i feel soooo... bitchy
for disregarding your feelings
wiL says:
i did
you sed i dont pay attention to you
Lauren says:
and sorry for making you stop playing your xbox
wiL says:
well i stopped eversince
s okays
Lauren says:
yeah... sorry
wiL says:
i can play wif ma xbox anytime
Lauren says:
idk
wiL says:
id rather talk to you if theres something wrong
Lauren says:
yeah...
i'd rather talk to you
anytime
not only when there's something wrong
sorry for being so needy or whatever
wiL says:
lol
s'okays
im sorry if im not meeting your needs
Lauren says:
yeah...
maybe ...
just maybee...
this wasn't meant to be
wiL says:
is that wat your thinking?
Lauren says:
yeah.
o.o
but i can assure you
that i really like you
and...
i do appreciate you
if you ever felt usec
*used
i didn't mean to
wiL says:
im sorry if you feel that way
Lauren says:
you disagree?
wiL says:
i havent thought that since i saw wen i came back
Lauren says:
o.o
this sentence is so vague
wiL says:
i havent thought that you wer using me sine i came back
Lauren says:
from colorado?
oh
so you did feel used
: O
^^" sorry
wiL says:
actually that sentence was for the maybe we werent meant to be thing
i just didnt want to look dumb
but yeah didnt works, i just look stupids
Lauren says:
o.o
i'm so confused
wiL says:
neverminds
if anythang you can like rereads it over or sumtin
i just dont want to type it again
cuz yeah i'll just look dumb
Lauren says:
ok
wiL says:
yeah cuz you dont feel the same way
so wat you doin nows?
Lauren says:
just chatting with cinndy
did i make you... mad?
wiL says:
no
getting mad wont help
i just went back to playin with ma xebox
since i think chatting wont help no mores
Lauren says:
;-;
yeah...
i made you mad
wiL says:
you didnts
honest
im just sads
Lauren says:
oh sorry
wiL says:
nah you donts haves to say sorries
Lauren says:
i still really like you
wiL says:
im not crying or anything k
Lauren says:
i just idk
:T
we're you cryiing thougH?
wiL says:
no
i just seds lol
Lauren says:
awww
: O
that would have been cool
xD
if you were crying
XD
cuz you're so cute
lol
: O
you know today's the 12 : o
you should greet daisha
wiL says:
lol
for wat?
Lauren says:
o.o
her bday
O_o
wiL says:
lol how do you kno this?
Lauren says:
o.o
you tooollllddddd meeee!
D:
wiL says:
i donts remembers
there was a big spider that crawled in front of me
and nobody wanted to kill it
Lauren says:
so what happened?
wiL says:
i didnt even stop playing
i dont kno where it went
how come you not sleepings?
Lauren says:
chatting
with cindy
wiL says:
about wat?
Lauren says:
babies
: O
cuz we're nosy
the valedictorians' baby
class of 08
gw
: P
wiL says:
okies
i didnt mean to offend you wen i sed stuff bout the nosy thing
Lauren says:
you're still playing?
hey did you get in trouble
:T
for coming home late?
wiL says:
last night?
Lauren says:
uhhh
O.o
well...
a few hours ago
wiL says:
no
i thought i would be but nah
thats why i sed it was coo
Lauren says:
lol
i just read your sister's survey
she was pissed
: P
she had to wait for eggs
wiL says:
lol whys?
Lauren says:
idk
wiL says:
thats it?
Lauren says:
yup
wiL says:
she got the cake mix somehow
or idk maybe she just didnt check if we had eggs
cuz we didnt have cake mix earliers
Lauren says:
^^
HHAHAHAH
i know who the cake is for
: P
is she around?
i don't want her seeing htis
*this
: P
wiL says:
she in the kitchen stills
stills makin the cake
Lauren says:
bleh
you should close this window
but yeah...
do you know who'st eh cake fore?
*for
wiL says:
nopes
but she like really tryin to make it nice
Lauren says:
iaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan
wiL says:
makin such a fuss bout stuffs
Lauren says:
ok close the window!
oh my goodness i'm so nervous!
and nosy!
wiL says:
lol
whose ian agains?
Lauren says:
: P
D :
:T
wiL says:
wats with the faces?
Lauren says:
idk
you're really forgetful
: P
and that's how i reacted
wiL says:
man that spider was really huge
lol same face positions even
?
Lauren says:
my brotehr saw the the lube
: o
he asked if it was his
: P
lmfao
i said no
it's mine
: P
wiL says:
lol
wat he do? he still in your room?
Lauren says:
nope
he didn't do anything
: p
wiL says:
no face reactions even?
Lauren says:
uhhh
my bro know's i'm not a virgin anymore
:T
wiL says:
oh wells
Lauren says:
^^
it's 1 in the morning
you're not consistant with your new years resolution
: P
wiL says:
yeah
since you awakes
Lauren says:
we gonna kick back later if anything?
wiL says:
yeahs
why wuldnt we?
Lauren says:
idk
i thought you'd be....
i thought you would't want to
wiL says:
just cuz you dont feel the same
yeah it makes me sad
but i cant do anything if your minds made up
Lauren says:
ah ok
: )
you're so nice
lol
scratch the lol
^o6
*^o^
would you get mad if i ed you?
: O
wiL says:
you really still feel like we shuld just be friends?
Lauren says:
lol
wiL says:
i still like kissing you thats why
Lauren says:
would you get mad?
wiL says:
no
Lauren says:
idk we'll see
i still like you
wiL says:
yeahs
watever happens happens
but id still like to be with you lots
Lauren says:
lol
O.o
: )
awww
lol
no more sex
jk
hey what do you call a car that you can drop the top down
like yours
nevermind
convertible
: P
wiL says:
lol yeahs
whys you askin?
Lauren says:
oh maricel is gonna buy a car from my uncle
i'm telling her to get the bumble bee look alike
XD
it's a hard top convertible
: P
wiL says:
ohhh
thats coo
Lauren says:
lol
riiiiight~
^^
wiL says:
wat you means?
Lauren says:
lol
i know you don't likes thems models
04 to 09
wiL says:
hard tops are nice
doesnt mean i like he way they look still
*the
Lauren says:
yeah
i doubt marisue gonna get it
:T
wiL says:
whys thats?
Lauren says:
it's a fob thing
corrollas
wiL says:
even mustangs
pinoys or americans drive them thangs
Lauren says:
my bro was impressed with your moosetang
he likes it
: P
wiL says:
lol
if maricels dad is paying for it theres a chance the dads gonna go for the tang
Lauren says:
he's gonna use my car tomorrow
;-;
fuck i forgot
wiL says:
your bro gonna use your car
?
Lauren says:
yeah
there's something wrong with his break lights
; P
fucing bitch
i bet he just doesn't have gas
wiL says:
lol
Lauren says:
idk
i loved it though
he was so scared of the rabbit
lmfao!
wiL says:
loved wat?
Lauren says:
if only i had a phone like yours
i would have recorded it
he's so fucking pussy
wiL says:
oh lol
Lauren says:
it's just a rabbit
wiL says:
idk
phobia or wat?
Lauren says:
idk
he wanted to put my hamster in a plastic
and hammer it
with something
: O
that was looong time ago
he's really scared of them
wiL says:
thats crazy
mean way to kill sumtins
Lauren says:
yeah...
he's evil
wiL says:
he didnt kill any of yo pets befores rights?
Lauren says:
lol no
he's too scared
i remember
when he'd ask for a favor
i'd be like
you have to hold the hamster first
and yeah...
he was so pusyy
he'd put out his hand
and i let it rest on his hadn
he's freaken screaming
like his leg is getting chained off
wiL says:
lol
awww thought he wuldnt ask you for a favor no mores
Lauren says:
no way mang
i even give him the fat hamsters
wiL says:
lol
the most furriest?
well
he not scared of them
or that scared of thems
since he can holds them
Lauren says:
LOL
yeah
the furriest too
duuuude
he can't hold them
his palm was open
and he was cringing
he was even shaking
wiL says:
lol
Lauren says:
lol
wiL says:
so youd do the favor anyways?
Lauren says:
dude when the rabbit touched my brother
he fucking jumped on the bed
lol it's so fucking funny
yeah i do him the favor
after i almost die laughing
wiL says:
lol
tsk tsk tsk
you ever record these things?
Lauren says:
no
i wiiiish
he's so funny
wiL says:
only wen hes scared?
Lauren says:
he's funny in genereal
he's just fob
and i hate him
i was teasing his boobies
: P
i was like... kuya it's ok i have boobs too
only difference is
it's natural for girls
to have boobs
and he started (lightly) punching me
cuz he was offended
i also said
they look like upside down traingles
wiL says:
lol
Lauren says:
and that his nipples are really sharp
that makes the triangle shape
wiL says:
i thought he was always mean to yous
Lauren says:
: O
uhhhh
i guess i'm just always annoyed by him
hahah i wonder if you're still going to call me babe
:}
wiL says:
yeahs
lol
whys?
Lauren says:
just wondering baeb
*babe
wiL says:
lol well you'll see if anythings
Lauren says:
lol
idk
yeah
i know
wiL says:
wat you doins?
Lauren says:
still chatting
me and cindy talking about fat people
wiL says:
i think ima sleeps
Lauren says:
^^
mmkay
wiL says:
night nights
Lauren says:
bye | | |
| I miss having parents. I miss feeling loved by parents. I forgotten how it feels to be a family. I'm so apathetic towards my family, that i can go on for days not talking to them. i'm sad that my family is broken. There's really no way of fixing it? Or i guess no one really tries. its awkward to be around this family. i know i'm not trying to be close, i don't like it. i hate how i don't get help. i hate yelling. i hate crying alone in my room because i wish mama i was still here. I'm just sad, there's no one to talk about problems with... or am i just not open to talk about it? Wish someone was around to listen... Maybe my chest would feel lighter. | | |
| today was practically my last day of fall semester. :T looking back at this 5 months of college i'm so lazy. i know i could have done better... i mean, i don't even bother waking up to go to school, i'd rather sleep in. :T
math.... i know i could have finished my 085 in one semester... i look at myself as a failure :T... though i'm not proud of it, i'm not doing anything about it. the papers i've written for my en100 class was all last minute. one hour before the due date... and i was about to drop my ed110 if dr. leddy didn't stop me, giving me a pep talk about how i'm wasting away 600$ and i stopped attending my ed192 and for sure i failed mccalister, i didn't even turn in my portfolio. i told myself next semester i will try my hardest my full potential, but i haven't even signed up for classes yet ;-;. what's wrong with me? do i need to get hit by a bus to realize how lazy and unappreciative i am? :T *sigh, i wish i can blog about how happy and successful i am, but i'm just disappointed as i type away, maybe this is my wake up call? laziness is not a good thing. maybe next time i blog its something to be proud of. | | |
| today was practically my last day of fall semester. :T looking back at this 5 months of college i'm so lazy. i know i could have done better... i mean, i don't even bother waking up to go to school, i'd rather sleep in. :T
math.... i know i could have finished my 085 in one semester... i look at myself as a failure :T... though i'm not proud of it, i'm not doing anything about it. the papers i've written for my en100 class was all last minute. one hour before the due date... and i was about to drop my ed110 if dr. leddy didn't stop me, giving me a pep talk about how i'm wasting away 600$ and i stopped attending my ed192 and for sure i failed mccalister, i didn't even turn in my portfolio. i told myself next semester i will try my hardest my full potential, but i haven't even signed up for classes yet ;-;. what's wrong with me? do i need to get hit by a bus to realize how lazy and unappreciative i am? :T *sigh, i wish i can blog about how happy and successful i am, but i'm just disappointed as i type away, maybe this is my wake up call? laziness is not a good thing. maybe next time i blog its something to be proud of. | | |
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